my life pawned to fate
throwned up
stranded
isolated
in the huge prison with no end.
i end up found myself
i cant even when i've tried
mom said; life is hard
so i can live a little bit HARD
but not THIS MUCH
it's too hard, TOO MUCH notta "little" not even close
depressive
i repeated myself again n again
i guess this is the fate against me
sungai besar changlun mansoura
why ME??
why it's alway s be me to have this fate
i cant go on ,
i feel like giving up
cuz i know myself well
this is not a good idea to go on and be strong
i tried again to make sure it's possible on me
but i failed again.
i failed myself and the will to try
like i did before
i end up gave up.. and return back home
where the most place i would like to be
this whole life..
i thought
i tried, cuz i thought, i've growned up
strong enough to stand the life alone
but WHY, this feeling drag me down.
22
i hope that i'm
giving the best last shot
cuz i want to win myself ...
in this situation that always become the most
most problem i had in life...
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